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acknowledgement & appreciation...

12.13.2004

11:38

just some tots tt welled up...
obviously due to some pple and events, but of cos the specific mentions r not impt...just like to pour out all tt i feel

i must admit i had been lucky for most of my years...
be it pri sch..prefect, monitress
or sjab...getting prizes..promotions..working with peers..
or vj air rifle...going for comp..training..
or vj harmoc..gelling up the section..performance.blah blah
or working ..at kpmg..
no great accomplishments like others may have
but my experiences were mostly rewarding..
i get the appreciation and acknowledgement for the efforts i put in.
i get e friendship, the trust, their belief in me.
this was nt always the case.
but for most of my time, there was enough appreciation to motivate.
u do something, others see yr capability, u feel yr worth and just keep moving on and on and on.

but recently i realised the status quo has changed.
it was a problem i hadnt really faced before.
what if,
what if,
the people around you don't see any potential in u, don't appreciate yr efforts, and neva acknowledge your contributions.
what if,
your peers treat you as 'just another working partner', with no capability.
what if,
people don't enthrust you with duties and tasks anymore, even simple ones.
these seem to bother me quite alot.
in the past, esp in sjab, i was given duties, there was the responsibility to do the job well and in return u will be rewarded.
but in my present situatioin, i can hardly feel my worth already.
it's the i-think-all-of-u-can-do-without-me feel.
esp with guys in uni ard, they take the lead and i will become invisible.
wonder what r the things tt i can contribute further.
what are the opportunities left for me to do just something.
or do all of them think i m a useless crazy just-crap-and-have-fun slacker.
haiz
and when pple like to snatch the credits
just let them be man.
haha
just hope i can taste the joy of satisfaction in near future.
irritating pple stay clear.
=p
so pple who feels the same pain, just let it be.
let us keep in mind the objectives, the destination.
so even if no one supports u, encourage yrself!
keep on movin'.
and since i i know this sore feeling is such a pain,
may i add a lil note,
everyone,
praise yr peers, the pple ard u often!
everyone needs to be appreciated.
=D
(btw pls do nt see too much beyond this post...dun try to decipher the 5 'W's ha)